Yesterday we made it to 27 week. Let me tell you it hasn't been easy. Little Jemma sure seems to be struggling in there. For the past five days she has had a lot of decels. We have been extremely worried but the doctors keep telling us that decels that last under a minute are not significant enough to bring her out. At this gestational age she would struggle more on the outside. It just seems that because there is only one surviving that the doctors are on uncharted territory. In Fact they probably are since these little miracle babies are so uncommon. Something someone said on face book yesterday really has stuck in my head. Hopefully they deliver her before this little miracle baby runs out of miracles. And let me tell you that is how we feel.
I stayed the night at the hospital Thursday night with Jade cause Jemma had been having so many decels Jade was really worried. She had as many as 5 in an hour, nothing that lasted more than a minute but Jade had been brought to tears with worry
Little Jemma had a tough night. Lots of decels grouped together then periods were she did well. Around 5:30 am Jemma looked not so good on the monitor Dr. M came in and said we need to move you down to L & D in case we have to take action. When we got down there they did a bed side ultra sound it showed 3 cm of amniotic fluid and that Jemma only weighed 1 lb 11 oz( which is the same that she had weighed 2 weeks ago). Dr. M was very concerned and ordered a formal ultrasound. He said if these numbers were accurate we would be delivering today. He was pretty sure they were and told us to be prepared. So we waited all morning for the results. By mid afternoon we finally got them baby had grown 150 grams and had 7 cm of fluid. It looked like things are going okay and I guess we will be leaving little Jemma in to grow a little more.
Saturday, January 12, 2013
Saturday, January 5, 2013
26 weeks and growing...
Little Jemma is doing fabulous. She is still in the belly growing big and strong. Her heart beat thumps away as she is monitored 24 hours a day. We have made it to 26 weeks and we are so excited. She would do well if they needed to deliver her today but she would do better if we can make it to 28 weeks. So we are watching the calendar and praying that she continues to do this good. Most of the time you are told take things one day at a time but in this case we are taking it two weeks at a time :) Every day in the womb makes a difference but we have set these goals. Get to 28 weeks then 30 weeks then 32 weeks and now since this is only one baby Jade and her doctors have decided to push it to 34 weeks.
Speaking of doctors Jade had another huge scare this week. She has a perinatalogist team of 3 as I have discussed previously. We love two of them and feel very confident in the choices they have made in regards to Jade's care plan. They have been very open with us about possible outcomes and worries. We totally trust the two Dr. M & Dr. M-H but Dr. H is another story. She is the one that left us feeling bewildered and confused after we met her and all she could talk about was something being wrong with Baby B but not sharing why. We asked and asked to only be told cause she is not growing right which might cause her demise. When we found out the next week that the doppler study had shown abnormal readings in the flow to the baby we were so upset that Dr. H hadn't told us. We felt like we should have been told. We also know that if we had seen one of the other two doctors they would have been straight up with us.
We haven't seen the third doctor since that appointment which we thought was for the best. We had gotten over our anger but still don't trust her. Then on Tuesday morning Jade is woken up at 8 am by an OB telling her she has been having contractions while she slept and they want to check for dilation. The doc does the check and says good there has been no progress. He then proceeds to tell Jade that Dr. H is doing the rounds today and has decided that Jade is safe to be sent home to continue on as a normal singleton pregnancy. He said Dr. H will be in momentarily. Jade flips out.
She has been told by both her other doctors that there are still risks and that they still have pretty much the same plan as when both babies were growing. When Dr. H came in Jade was crying and saying why are you doing this I have already lost one . Why are you willing to risk my other one but the other Peri's are not? She told Dr. H I am not going home because you tell me to I will wait until one of my other doctors are on. Dr. H tells her I am sorry that I am on a different page than my two partners but that is how I feel. Dr. H leaves the room.
I am trying to calm Jade down on the phone. I am an hour away and had worked a twelve hour shift that night. My brain isn't working I don't know what to say or what to do. I tell her Jade have Dr. H removed from your team, ask to have her banned from your care, get a manager in there and explain your concerns. This is ridiculous Jade has been through enough. She doesn't need some doctor from left field trying to change things up. With-in the hour it has been handled Dr. M was called Jade is not going home the plan is still the same. Dr. H is not allowed near Jade or her medical record.
Wow glad we made it through that one. Jade is now calm and comfortable again secure in the knowledge that she has two wonderful doctors that she trust managing her care.
And as to the nurses taking care of Jade, they have all been amazing. She truly has been blessed. She has gotten so close to some of them that she actually cried when they have to be off for a couple days. Mandy and Jade have gotten super close. TY Mandy for taking such good care of our girls :)
Speaking of doctors Jade had another huge scare this week. She has a perinatalogist team of 3 as I have discussed previously. We love two of them and feel very confident in the choices they have made in regards to Jade's care plan. They have been very open with us about possible outcomes and worries. We totally trust the two Dr. M & Dr. M-H but Dr. H is another story. She is the one that left us feeling bewildered and confused after we met her and all she could talk about was something being wrong with Baby B but not sharing why. We asked and asked to only be told cause she is not growing right which might cause her demise. When we found out the next week that the doppler study had shown abnormal readings in the flow to the baby we were so upset that Dr. H hadn't told us. We felt like we should have been told. We also know that if we had seen one of the other two doctors they would have been straight up with us.
We haven't seen the third doctor since that appointment which we thought was for the best. We had gotten over our anger but still don't trust her. Then on Tuesday morning Jade is woken up at 8 am by an OB telling her she has been having contractions while she slept and they want to check for dilation. The doc does the check and says good there has been no progress. He then proceeds to tell Jade that Dr. H is doing the rounds today and has decided that Jade is safe to be sent home to continue on as a normal singleton pregnancy. He said Dr. H will be in momentarily. Jade flips out.
She has been told by both her other doctors that there are still risks and that they still have pretty much the same plan as when both babies were growing. When Dr. H came in Jade was crying and saying why are you doing this I have already lost one . Why are you willing to risk my other one but the other Peri's are not? She told Dr. H I am not going home because you tell me to I will wait until one of my other doctors are on. Dr. H tells her I am sorry that I am on a different page than my two partners but that is how I feel. Dr. H leaves the room.
I am trying to calm Jade down on the phone. I am an hour away and had worked a twelve hour shift that night. My brain isn't working I don't know what to say or what to do. I tell her Jade have Dr. H removed from your team, ask to have her banned from your care, get a manager in there and explain your concerns. This is ridiculous Jade has been through enough. She doesn't need some doctor from left field trying to change things up. With-in the hour it has been handled Dr. M was called Jade is not going home the plan is still the same. Dr. H is not allowed near Jade or her medical record.
Wow glad we made it through that one. Jade is now calm and comfortable again secure in the knowledge that she has two wonderful doctors that she trust managing her care.
And as to the nurses taking care of Jade, they have all been amazing. She truly has been blessed. She has gotten so close to some of them that she actually cried when they have to be off for a couple days. Mandy and Jade have gotten super close. TY Mandy for taking such good care of our girls :)
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| Jade and Mandy keeping a watchful eye on little Miss Jemma! |
Saturday, December 29, 2012
Beating the odds??
So it has been over a week now since the tragedy touched us. I have had a little time to absorb the news and to process my emotions. First I must recant an earlier statement. I can't say we haven't beaten the odds. We are still expecting one little miracle. Although the loss of little Jewel was tragic we are still so happy to have little Jemma growing in her moms womb. Even with all the pain of one loss we are over come with joy at the aspect of being able to welcome little Jemma into our family.
I have found some comfort reading posts written by other families that have been through what we are going through. There are so many groups and organizations on the internet that group people together by circumstance. I can not believe how helpful they truly are. We have drawn strength from their support And I am so grateful.
We also have an amazing group of family and friends that come together to give us support. From hugs in-person to kind words on Facebook with out all of them I don't know what we would have done!
The Doctors, Nurses and all of the staff at Kaiser are doing everything possible to keep Jemma in until a safe date of delivery. My poor Jade has been so sick and battling her bodies desire to go into labor. She hasn't had time to become bored by the overwhelming confinement she experiencing. Being the fabulous Jade that she is, she is making friends with some of Nurses. Friendships that have bonds that will last a life time. I am so grateful to them for the emotional support they are giving her during this devastating but joyous occasion. It is woman like them that gave me the desire to be a Nurse.
So through it all we are remaining strong and we are fighting to still beat the odds!!!
I have found some comfort reading posts written by other families that have been through what we are going through. There are so many groups and organizations on the internet that group people together by circumstance. I can not believe how helpful they truly are. We have drawn strength from their support And I am so grateful.
The Doctors, Nurses and all of the staff at Kaiser are doing everything possible to keep Jemma in until a safe date of delivery. My poor Jade has been so sick and battling her bodies desire to go into labor. She hasn't had time to become bored by the overwhelming confinement she experiencing. Being the fabulous Jade that she is, she is making friends with some of Nurses. Friendships that have bonds that will last a life time. I am so grateful to them for the emotional support they are giving her during this devastating but joyous occasion. It is woman like them that gave me the desire to be a Nurse.
So through it all we are remaining strong and we are fighting to still beat the odds!!!
Wednesday, December 26, 2012
our precious little angel...
Cause I'm in the arms of Jesus, and he sings me lullabies.
Please try not to question God, don't think he is unkind.
Don't think he sent me to you and then changed his mind.
You see I'm a special child, I am needed up above.
I'm the special gift you gave Him, a product of your love.
I'll always be there with you, so watch the sky at night.
Look for the brightest star and know that's my halo's brilliant light.
You'll see me in the morning frost that mists your window pane.
That's me in the summer showers, I'll be dancing in the rain.
When you feel a gentle breeze from a gentle wind that blows.
Know that it's me planting a kiss upon your nose.
When you see a child playing and your heart feels a tug,
Don't be sad mommy, that's just me giving your heart a hug.
So daddy don't looks so sad and momma please don't cry.
I'm in the arms of Jesus and he sings me lullabies!
~Unknown
Tuesday, December 25, 2012
and we got to 24 weeks....
On the morning of Dec 21st we loaded up the car and headed to the hospital relief in our hearts WE HAD MADE IT!!! We arrived around noon and were shown to Jade's room for the next 8 weeks. The nurse was wonderful got us situated and hooked Jade up to the monitors. After an hour of having trouble finding both distinctive heartbeats, she called a doctor into do an ultrasound. The doctor came in found both the babies and their heartbeats. The nurse put the monitors on and we were good or so we thought.
I spent the day getting us all set up in Jades room. Decorating for Christmas was such a joy. Jaycee loved the pretty little tree we got that fit perfectly on the table by the window. The room was small but we made it homey. The day was perfect. We were just so happy to have got to the hospital were they would be monitoring the babes 24 hours a day. Knowing that if there was a problem now they could take the babies out within ten minutes and use advanced medical technology to help these precious little babies to survive. We don't want the babies born this early because of all the potential problems micro preemies can have but it is so much better than the alternative.
The nurses had been in all day relocating the monitors to find both babies. They had to use the ultra sound machine a lot. The doctor had come in several times to help. No one was surprised by this we had been warned that at 24 weeks the babies were still small which allows them to move uninhibited. This was all expected. Monitoring is very hard until about 28 weeks when the babies get to big to move about as much. When shift change happened the new nurse was really struggling with the monitors and called the doctor to come help with the ultrasound machine. The doctor we had all day was in a delivery so another doc came in. He was struggling with what he was seeing. We had several friends show up. The crowed little room was too loud so we all decided to go get something to eat to give them some quiet time. Jade called me after about ten minutes begging me to come back this doctor was NOT finding a heart beat on one of the babies. My heart sank what do you mean no heart beat? We saw both several times. We heard both. I know they were having a hard time but this was normal at this stage. What is going on? I am so confused. I am so scared. NO THIS CAN'T BE HAPPENING WE HAD MADE IT!!!!!
I race back to the room to be by my daughters side. How could I have left her. She had to hear this new all by herself. When I get back to the room it is explained to me that they believe the heart beat we had seen and heard all day had been baby As only, that baby B looked to all ready have fluid swelling all around her. She had been gone for several days. But all of this had to be confirmed with a formal ultrasound on a high resolution machine not the little one that was rolled in to be at the bedside. OMG we did not beat the odds. All this faith I have had is washed away with just a few little words.
So several hours later another doctor comes into give us the official news our precious little baby B is gone. She now has little angel wings and has been called to heaven to rest in Jesus's arms. Oh God why? I do not understand. I am so sad. I am so scared. How is my daughters fragile emotions going to handle this? Are we now going to have to get our poor little baby A out so early. OH this is to early so much can go wrong with a baby born at 24 weeks. Why hasn't Jades actual Peri came in yet? We want to talk to her team!! I am how ever really impressed with the doctor that comes in. She is so good at explain everything to Jade. We are just not understanding that they are going to leave the babies in. When we met with one of the Peri's last week we were told this wasn't an option. Now don't get me wrong we are okay with leaving little baby Jemma in to grow. We just don't understand the contradiction. The other thing that is confusing through out the whole weekend is the nurses and doctor making it sound like this is a normal singleton pregnancy now. Jade was told that she could probably carry to 40 weeks and have a regular delivery. I know none of this is correct I have done my research this is still a MoMo pregnancy there are still two cords wrapped and knotted that puts the surviving baby at risk of death. I told them we have already lost one of them and WE WILL NOT BE LEAVING. I tell the doctors this. I tell the nurses this. Please stop giving my daughter information that you are assuming to be correct. We will be getting the new plan from her Peri when she comes in.
All kinds of emotions crash through me but I have to remain strong for my daughter. A few times I break only to pull myself together as quickly as it occurs. The only time I can cry is when I go out to have a smoke break. Jade is really struggling with having to have poor baby Jewel remain in uterine for the remainder of the pregnancy. A baby that is lifeless floating around the surviving twin. Monique and I are really trying to help her deal with her pain. Finally she seems to get it. Not that it isn't hard it just begins to make sense. Jemma needs to stay in to grow stronger. All this has meaning we still have little Jemma doing so well. We all have to be strong and push forward for Jemma. Our hearts are broken and we are grieving for the little baby that became a special angel to watch over her twin sister. But we can still do this, we will still do this.
I spent the day getting us all set up in Jades room. Decorating for Christmas was such a joy. Jaycee loved the pretty little tree we got that fit perfectly on the table by the window. The room was small but we made it homey. The day was perfect. We were just so happy to have got to the hospital were they would be monitoring the babes 24 hours a day. Knowing that if there was a problem now they could take the babies out within ten minutes and use advanced medical technology to help these precious little babies to survive. We don't want the babies born this early because of all the potential problems micro preemies can have but it is so much better than the alternative.
The nurses had been in all day relocating the monitors to find both babies. They had to use the ultra sound machine a lot. The doctor had come in several times to help. No one was surprised by this we had been warned that at 24 weeks the babies were still small which allows them to move uninhibited. This was all expected. Monitoring is very hard until about 28 weeks when the babies get to big to move about as much. When shift change happened the new nurse was really struggling with the monitors and called the doctor to come help with the ultrasound machine. The doctor we had all day was in a delivery so another doc came in. He was struggling with what he was seeing. We had several friends show up. The crowed little room was too loud so we all decided to go get something to eat to give them some quiet time. Jade called me after about ten minutes begging me to come back this doctor was NOT finding a heart beat on one of the babies. My heart sank what do you mean no heart beat? We saw both several times. We heard both. I know they were having a hard time but this was normal at this stage. What is going on? I am so confused. I am so scared. NO THIS CAN'T BE HAPPENING WE HAD MADE IT!!!!!
I race back to the room to be by my daughters side. How could I have left her. She had to hear this new all by herself. When I get back to the room it is explained to me that they believe the heart beat we had seen and heard all day had been baby As only, that baby B looked to all ready have fluid swelling all around her. She had been gone for several days. But all of this had to be confirmed with a formal ultrasound on a high resolution machine not the little one that was rolled in to be at the bedside. OMG we did not beat the odds. All this faith I have had is washed away with just a few little words.
So several hours later another doctor comes into give us the official news our precious little baby B is gone. She now has little angel wings and has been called to heaven to rest in Jesus's arms. Oh God why? I do not understand. I am so sad. I am so scared. How is my daughters fragile emotions going to handle this? Are we now going to have to get our poor little baby A out so early. OH this is to early so much can go wrong with a baby born at 24 weeks. Why hasn't Jades actual Peri came in yet? We want to talk to her team!! I am how ever really impressed with the doctor that comes in. She is so good at explain everything to Jade. We are just not understanding that they are going to leave the babies in. When we met with one of the Peri's last week we were told this wasn't an option. Now don't get me wrong we are okay with leaving little baby Jemma in to grow. We just don't understand the contradiction. The other thing that is confusing through out the whole weekend is the nurses and doctor making it sound like this is a normal singleton pregnancy now. Jade was told that she could probably carry to 40 weeks and have a regular delivery. I know none of this is correct I have done my research this is still a MoMo pregnancy there are still two cords wrapped and knotted that puts the surviving baby at risk of death. I told them we have already lost one of them and WE WILL NOT BE LEAVING. I tell the doctors this. I tell the nurses this. Please stop giving my daughter information that you are assuming to be correct. We will be getting the new plan from her Peri when she comes in.
All kinds of emotions crash through me but I have to remain strong for my daughter. A few times I break only to pull myself together as quickly as it occurs. The only time I can cry is when I go out to have a smoke break. Jade is really struggling with having to have poor baby Jewel remain in uterine for the remainder of the pregnancy. A baby that is lifeless floating around the surviving twin. Monique and I are really trying to help her deal with her pain. Finally she seems to get it. Not that it isn't hard it just begins to make sense. Jemma needs to stay in to grow stronger. All this has meaning we still have little Jemma doing so well. We all have to be strong and push forward for Jemma. Our hearts are broken and we are grieving for the little baby that became a special angel to watch over her twin sister. But we can still do this, we will still do this.
Thursday, December 13, 2012
Just to be prepared...
Today we had an ultrasound, it didn't go as planned. US are suppose to be fun and full of joy but when you are pregnant but this isn't always so with MoMo twins. You never know what you are going to learn. The first thing we always ask is do you see both heart beats. Both were beating strong, Yeah :) We had the same tech as usual and we really like her. Today she even surprised us by pulling out the 4D wand to get some special pictures for us. We got some really cool ones of Baby A. Baby B wasn't cooperative and stayed on her belly so we couldn't see her face. The tech told us it didn't really matter though cause the girls are identical so seeing Baby A is the same as seeing Baby B. LOL so funny. Maybe this was all to lighten are mood for when the Dr. came into give us the results.
When Doctor came in she started off with going over what to expect next week when Jade starts here inpatient journey of being monitored 24 hours a day 7 days a week. It is hard and rigorous. It is almost like being in jail. You are trapped on a bed with three monitors on your belly with very little breaks. And if significant decels are noticed then you are prepped for an emergency c-section. It can be emotionally trying being away from your family and basically locked in a small room for 2 1/2 months. Well we understand that have been getting everything ready for that as much as we can.
Then the bad news came...
Something is wrong with Baby B. She is now two weeks behind in growth. Her brain is growing normally but her body is not. They can not find a cause. Her cord flow appears to be normal. The Doctors do not think it is from TTTS because Baby A is right on track. The Dr talked to Jade about the possibility of Baby B passing. They can not find any reason but her growth restriction is very concerning and because of this it is a possibility It was then discussed that if this happens they will have to get Baby A out right away so that nothing happens to her. Since they are in the same sac sharing the same placenta there is no other option.
Needless to say we are on our knees praying that God heals Baby B and keeps them safely in their moms womb for awhile longer....
When Doctor came in she started off with going over what to expect next week when Jade starts here inpatient journey of being monitored 24 hours a day 7 days a week. It is hard and rigorous. It is almost like being in jail. You are trapped on a bed with three monitors on your belly with very little breaks. And if significant decels are noticed then you are prepped for an emergency c-section. It can be emotionally trying being away from your family and basically locked in a small room for 2 1/2 months. Well we understand that have been getting everything ready for that as much as we can.
Then the bad news came...
Something is wrong with Baby B. She is now two weeks behind in growth. Her brain is growing normally but her body is not. They can not find a cause. Her cord flow appears to be normal. The Doctors do not think it is from TTTS because Baby A is right on track. The Dr talked to Jade about the possibility of Baby B passing. They can not find any reason but her growth restriction is very concerning and because of this it is a possibility It was then discussed that if this happens they will have to get Baby A out right away so that nothing happens to her. Since they are in the same sac sharing the same placenta there is no other option.
Needless to say we are on our knees praying that God heals Baby B and keeps them safely in their moms womb for awhile longer....
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| Jemma Jean aka Baby A |
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| Jemma Jean aka Baby A |
Monday, December 10, 2012
This time I was not even scared....
So the last couple weeks have been busy and some what eventful. I guess it started on Nov 29th when Jade called me in the evening from South Lake Tahoe to tell me that she thinks she has another UTI because of the symptoms she was experiencing. Most of all she was concerned about all the cramping she was feeling. I asked her if she was having them every ten minutes, or less, apart. She said no. I told her to go ahead and call her Peri in the morning. In the mean time to try to get a good nights rest.The next morning while on my way home from work I was driving down the street having a very serious conversation with God. I was asking, praying, begging and thanking him for keeping these babies safe when all of a sudden a calm reassurance came over me and I knew these babies are going to be alright. Now I have talked to God all my life however this pregnancy has brought us closer to him. And I am thrilled to see him at work in my daughter Jade. These babies are truly miracles!
When Jade got in touch with her Peri that day she was told to go to the local L&D since it was snowing and the road conditions weren't safe for a 2 1/2 hour drive down the hill to Kaiser Roseville. I am sorry what a waste of time. That hospital should be ashamed at the etiquette of its staff. Now I understand they don't have the technology to treat these babies if anything were to go wrong and to explain to Jade she really needed to go home was correct. BUT to be rude to a scared mom of a such an extremely high risk pregnancy was uncalled for. They told her she didn't have a UTI and that if she really thought she needed to see the OB they could call the on-call in. She said no thanks. They actually told her she had to pay her copay before they would let her leave. Now she argued that her secondary would pick up the copay and left to head down the hill.
Dec 8th, A week later Jade was visiting my friend Anna here in YC. Jade was feeling very crampy and things didn't feel right. Gosh off to a local hospital again. It really sucks that we live so fay away from the hospital that has A level 3 NICU and our Peri team. When you feel like you need to be seen dont want to drive so far. Plus if there is an emergency they can medically transport you. At this hospital they treat her much better but after the ultra sound at almost midnight they call the on call OB in to talk to Jade. The OB is very concerned about the growth discordance. She thinks we need to talk to the Peri in the morning. The cords are tangled ball but she believes we might be looking at TTTS. Baby B is now in the 10th percentile while twin A is in the 50th. Oh my gosh the last thing we want to hear. But our team has been monitoring closely. Jade was just at Kaisers L&D last week and the intern that did the ultrasounds didn't think the babies weights were that far off. We awere also very kindly asked not to return. She said if we could not make it to Roseville to come in but they did not have the means to care for babies this early. She was very nice about it but What the heck, this is all so hard. Never a dull moment in a MoMo twin pregnancy.
Jade called her Peri in the morning and told her what had happened. She said they are aware of what is going on with the babies and because twin A is not showing any signs of TTTS they dont think this is what is happeneing. Okay so we are going into see the Peri in a couple days......
When Jade got in touch with her Peri that day she was told to go to the local L&D since it was snowing and the road conditions weren't safe for a 2 1/2 hour drive down the hill to Kaiser Roseville. I am sorry what a waste of time. That hospital should be ashamed at the etiquette of its staff. Now I understand they don't have the technology to treat these babies if anything were to go wrong and to explain to Jade she really needed to go home was correct. BUT to be rude to a scared mom of a such an extremely high risk pregnancy was uncalled for. They told her she didn't have a UTI and that if she really thought she needed to see the OB they could call the on-call in. She said no thanks. They actually told her she had to pay her copay before they would let her leave. Now she argued that her secondary would pick up the copay and left to head down the hill.
Dec 8th, A week later Jade was visiting my friend Anna here in YC. Jade was feeling very crampy and things didn't feel right. Gosh off to a local hospital again. It really sucks that we live so fay away from the hospital that has A level 3 NICU and our Peri team. When you feel like you need to be seen dont want to drive so far. Plus if there is an emergency they can medically transport you. At this hospital they treat her much better but after the ultra sound at almost midnight they call the on call OB in to talk to Jade. The OB is very concerned about the growth discordance. She thinks we need to talk to the Peri in the morning. The cords are tangled ball but she believes we might be looking at TTTS. Baby B is now in the 10th percentile while twin A is in the 50th. Oh my gosh the last thing we want to hear. But our team has been monitoring closely. Jade was just at Kaisers L&D last week and the intern that did the ultrasounds didn't think the babies weights were that far off. We awere also very kindly asked not to return. She said if we could not make it to Roseville to come in but they did not have the means to care for babies this early. She was very nice about it but What the heck, this is all so hard. Never a dull moment in a MoMo twin pregnancy.
Jade called her Peri in the morning and told her what had happened. She said they are aware of what is going on with the babies and because twin A is not showing any signs of TTTS they dont think this is what is happeneing. Okay so we are going into see the Peri in a couple days......
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| Baby A on the defense |
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