We went to see her Peri on 10/26 everything looked as it should one baby was a little bigger than the other but not enough to cause the doc any concern. The cords are knotted already but then we knew that from the last appointment. I don't believe that her peri has seen anything to cause concern. I believe we would have been told .We are going to get a Doppler scan to check the flow at the next appointment which is 11/15. They are going to be doing an anatomy and physiology scan on both babies at this appointment which will be an in depth exam to look for abnormalties. My goodness it is almost the 15th.
I am rejoicing at how time flys. I try not to watch the clock so time doesn't slow down for we are getting closer to the milestone of 20 weeks. Then on to 24, 25, 26, 27......... It seems like this pregnancy is full of milestones that you cant wait to reach holding your breath until you do. Then you take a deep breath and hold your breath again waiting to reach the next milestone. I know these girls are strong I know they are fighters and that they are blessed by the grace of God. Why do I doubt? Why am I scared ? Why do I refuse to buy anything but two of everything? I am trying to be my daughters rock. I am trying to stay positive. I see image after image of these little girls touching. hugging, kissing and I know how much they love each other already. And I know how much we love them. They were made to come into this world together and together they will come. I have faith and I trust in Gods love to protect them, keeping them alive and healthy.
So above you will note the emotions that overwhelm me everyday. I try to stay positive but doubt creeps in and I have have to shove it out. Most of the time I am not strong enough to do it on my own so I must then lean on God and my faith. He comforts me and lets me know it is going to be okay.
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| By the way did I mention we found out on 10/26 that they are girls. |
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| They can't keep their hands off each other :) |
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